Ever since i started this blog it was to be a regular thing.  Okay, i admit failure.  My dream is/was to write.  i draw, but writing is what i really would like to do.  Not because i actually like doing it, this intermittent blog is evidence of that!  Obviously i’m coming to the realization that i really like the “idea” of writing and maybe not so much the writing itself.  Sometimes confronting reality is difficult.  Having that hard conversation with yourself (that stupid internal dialogue) and having the strength to tell that internal part of you that keeps rationalizing to just shut the Fuck up and get on with it.  When i was teaching art, one of the mantras to my students was, “just turn up to the page” - obviously in the context of drawing.  This must hold true for writers too.  i will try to show up to the “page” (in this case the computer).  Let’s hope for a more consistant Blog moving forward (did you see what i did there? “Let’s” that is me and my internal dialogue dancing again!).

In Repose